Miss you

I told everyone that i hate you

I told everyone that i don't want to see you

I told them that i don't want to talk to you either

But every time i said those words, i felt something in my stomach

and i ignored it.

Now,

I can't

I just can't ignore it anymore

because deep inside i know 

that i don't hate you at all 

i love you

i really want to see your face and talk to you.

I want to hug you.

I see you walked by, but i can't just go run and hug you

it's the most impossible thing for me.

Because we are just not mean to be.