Disclosure

Maybe this is why. 

This is the reason why i always believe it.

I always believe that he is a good guy.

Because i can see it.

I don't know why, i just can. 

And i still believe that the person he once was,

the guy that i like is always been there. 

inside.

Hiding under his own skin.

And now i know.. Well, i'm not sure though..

I just can't trust anyone right now.

Everything seems so thin to me.

I don't know who to trust.

And i don't even know how to feel.

Of course i don't even know what to do.

This is stupid.

Well I am stupid.

Fremont Troll

EMP Museum (the best museum ever!!!)

Seattle Aquarium

Discovery Park (the best part)

Seattle Central College (he couldn't fly because his leg was tight.....)

Peace out,

Antonio

Adventure Time

Winter

Portland, Oregon (Thanksgiving)

Space Needle

Argosy Cruise

Discovery Park

Best,

Antonio

All picture were taken by me.

Season Changes, People Changes

Fall, Winter, Spring in Seattle

6537 37th Ave SW

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Carl Anderson's Park

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University of Washington

Honestly, i'm super tired of being nice to people. 

I care too much. Trust me, I really do.

I care about someone who doesn't even give a fuck about me. 

I'm always be the one who yield.

I always listen to them when they don't even care about my story.

I'm always be the one who say "YES."

I'm tired of pretending.

I am t.i.r.e.d

I miss him by the way. I really do. 

I know i'm stupid about this stuff.

But i do care. 

Why can't he realised that the way i see him is DIFFERENT from the way i see others.

I am t.i.r.e.d

Blah,

Antonio

All picture were taken by me.

Miles Away from Home...............

Miles away from my lovely home....

Where the heck am i now?

= SEATTLE, WASHINGTON, UNITED STATES.

Crazy right?

I know i know, and believe it or not, i have been here for 7 months.. 7 MONTHS.
Yep. Time flies too fast people.....

The 1st picture i took in Seattle (LOL)

Puyallup Fair

Museum of Flights

Kerry Park

My Host family

Ferris Wheel

Seattle's Tower of Power

Best,

Antonio

All picture were taken by me.

Oh hello world.............

Well, it's been a year since my last post about Chris Evans' birthday..... I've been super busy lately.. You know, school things, home works, tests, and other things that almost made me insane. Almost. 

But! Thank God He answers all my prayers and saw my hard works all these times! Yeaaaaa, surprisingly, i get the first rank in my class. That's the first thing that blew my mind a little bit... HAHA. No kidding. I have no idea how could i get that. Anndddd i'm also in the second place *from the top* among all. of. my. friends. Crazy right? I know. I was also had that little heart attack when my friend told me about that. 

Anyway! I'm staying at home for almost two freaking months now *yeay* yaa, you may think i'm a freak or something to go to school to continue my 3rd grade. But no. It's becasueeee, i'm moving to Seattle next month. In September 3rd.... Yeah.. Wow... Time flies fellas............. Too fast...... Trust me..

Wanna know how i feel about that? Well..... honestly, i'm little bit excited to move out from this country, but i'm also SCARED LIKE HELL to face a lot of things that i haven't seen before. Start a new life, new house, new friends, new school, new environment, etc like things maybe you won't understand. ever. Even a new type of money scares me.........

Ready? Ready i guess. Me and my mom went shopping a lot last month to completed my stuff. I bought new jackets, shirts, jeans, glasses, binders, and sweaters. I've been told that Seattle is cold enough for indonesian like me who lives with approximately 30 degrees celsius every day. So my mom told me to better prepare than frozen to death.

And to fill my holiday, EHEM! I mean this free times. Heheheheh. I've read 6 books and watched dozen of movies. And i really want to tell you about this book. Which i think it becomes one of my favorite book now. It's called The Fault In Our Stars. And i won't tell you a thing about the story so you'll check it out by yourself. Trust me, this book made me cry for hours yesterday......... :((( 

I love this book soooooo muuuch. I love the story and everything. Believe me, it's awesome. Yeah, and i also fall in love with these 2 main characters, Augustus Waters *oh my God, he's amazingly gorgeous* and Hazel Grace who such a fighters.. 

Go. read. this. book. now. okay? okay. Lol.

Hmmmmm, how bout movies........ I love Pacific Rim! You should try to watch it because it's super awesome. It's like a combination between Transformers, Tron and Godzilla... And the effects are freaking gorgeous. And also Man Of Steel, i love it. Eye candy Henry Cavill. HAHAHAHA. Yes. I love Now You See Me too! Jesse such an amazing actor. wow. And of course The Lone Ranger! A lot of people said the movie's sucks. But not for me. I looooove Johnny Depp and Armie Hammer no matter what they said... :D

Oh yeah, i'm 17 years old now. Since last month. 4th of July. Which means..... I'm legal.. Lol. But nothing changes. Well i just want to thank all of my family and friends for your wishes, presents, and surprises. Heheheh. God bless you all! 

I think this is it. I'll be back soon. Maybe.

Okay? Okay.

Antonio, Mich