Lost

"Someone likes you"

"Oh, ok."

"What do you mean okay? Say something please."

"I mean, what can i do about it? I have a girlfriend."

...

If you push me away, i will leave, remember?

I'm not gonna try harder to stay this time.

I'm tired.

Take a Walk

Yesterday...... hmmmmm.. what a day.
I didn't know what to feel.
I asked everyone to go to Kerry Park with me but only 2 people replied.
And they could not go.
Someone i trust lied to me,
I was moving around without direction and don't know who to trust anymore.
Someone using me.
I felt so alone and mad.
Well it end up as a lesson though.
Nevermind.

Walking to the bus stop..

(Morgan St and 35th Ave SW)

Downtown Seattle

(Tick Tock, was waiting for the street light to turn green)

Downtown Seattle

(Walking to grab some candies!)

I was so dissapointed because i went to my friend's home but no one opened the door for me....

So, i decided to go to the dorm............ Even though i didn't want to..

But Cathy asked me to go to see the apartment near there and treated me to watch The Legend of OZ..

But before that we ate at the Einstein Bros Bagels!

Broadway - Einstein Bros Bagels

(It's really good!!)

Regal Meridian

I met my twin.. LOL

Toothless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(It supposed to be at the inside and near the studios so people could not take a picture if they don't watch the movie. But, after i took a picture with it they moved it to the front side so everyone can take a selfie with Toothless!)

The best banner ever................

My studio... No one else was there... Well, there were 6 more people inside though...

But still.... MINE

After that i went eat Udon with Marcella at University District..... and then went HOME!!



Cheers,


Antonio

Oblivion

Goodnight,


Antonio

Sunny Day in Seattle

Avalon Way Bus Stop

My lovely bus No. 21

 Inside #21 bus

I'm walking...........

Oops, something happened

A car hit someone's home....

Road to home

 The house across the street

************

Computer lab....

Chill,

Antonio

Sea of Lovers

I wish i could tell my brain to shut up.
It makes noisy sounds and thoughts that makes me crazy.
I think too much. I care too much.
My expectations are too high sometimes. Well, maybe all the time.
That is why.
I always break my self over and over again when i fall.


"You know, it's hard sometimes but just know 
it doesn't matter how dark it is 
or how long the tunnel will be, the light is there.
It's definitely there.
And maybe it's going to take you a long time to walk there,
but you will make it.
It's a circle, it's not the end."


Talking about the word 'fall',
I do fall in love with someone who said the words i wrote above.
I've never fall in love with someone before.
Idk why i do. I chose to fall for him.
And i fall hard.
However, the world always makes me feel like i made a huge mistake.
By telling me this and that.
i did try to forget him.
But i failed.......
Because i know.
I could see.
Deep inside. He is someone special.

Discovery Park

Best,


Antonio

What a Day

SLEEPOVER!!!!!!!!

hehehehehehehehheehhehehehehehehehehehehe

With Marcella :"")


She accompanied me to get my extra credit project to Elliot Bay Company today!
Well we didn't actually stay there and listen to the reading though.
Marcella helped me to take the picture with one of the author and then we left after that!!
And i decided to come home with her! :")
You know what, she cooked meatball for dinner........ sooooo tasty....
 I miss that kind of food... No kidding! LOL!

We talked about bunch of shit too...
At least i have someone who wants to listen to me.

Elliot Bay Book Company - with one of the Author from Seattle University

Elliot Bay Book Company - Reading Room

Marcella's home sweet home

Selfie :")

Marcellaaaaaaaa

Love,

Antonio

Disclosure

Maybe this is why. 

This is the reason why i always believe it.

I always believe that he is a good guy.

Because i can see it.

I don't know why, i just can. 

And i still believe that the person he once was,

the guy that i like is always been there. 

inside.

Hiding under his own skin.

And now i know.. Well, i'm not sure though..

I just can't trust anyone right now.

Everything seems so thin to me.

I don't know who to trust.

And i don't even know how to feel.

Of course i don't even know what to do.

This is stupid.

Well I am stupid.

Fremont Troll

EMP Museum (the best museum ever!!!)

Seattle Aquarium

Discovery Park (the best part)

Seattle Central College (he couldn't fly because his leg was tight.....)

Peace out,

Antonio

Adventure Time

Winter

Portland, Oregon (Thanksgiving)

Space Needle

Argosy Cruise

Discovery Park

Best,

Antonio

All picture were taken by me.

Season Changes, People Changes

Fall, Winter, Spring in Seattle

6537 37th Ave SW

*****

Carl Anderson's Park

****

University of Washington

Honestly, i'm super tired of being nice to people. 

I care too much. Trust me, I really do.

I care about someone who doesn't even give a fuck about me. 

I'm always be the one who yield.

I always listen to them when they don't even care about my story.

I'm always be the one who say "YES."

I'm tired of pretending.

I am t.i.r.e.d

I miss him by the way. I really do. 

I know i'm stupid about this stuff.

But i do care. 

Why can't he realised that the way i see him is DIFFERENT from the way i see others.

I am t.i.r.e.d

Blah,

Antonio

All picture were taken by me.

Miles Away from Home...............

Miles away from my lovely home....

Where the heck am i now?

= SEATTLE, WASHINGTON, UNITED STATES.

Crazy right?

I know i know, and believe it or not, i have been here for 7 months.. 7 MONTHS.
Yep. Time flies too fast people.....

The 1st picture i took in Seattle (LOL)

Puyallup Fair

Museum of Flights

Kerry Park

My Host family

Ferris Wheel

Seattle's Tower of Power

Best,

Antonio

All picture were taken by me.